Espirit d’escalier

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It has been a month that i fall sick and no matter how i tried, i never recover from sick .. 😦

It is is is so so so annoying to the max that i want to get it out of my body !

 

I dont want to eat bitter medicine every time i finish eating foods … and i have to drink bitter chinese stuffs .. Yuck !

Every time i craved for foods, i cant eat this or that .. 😦 Or enjoying my life … haiz

 

i REALLY HATE SICK .. Im praying sincerely that it will go away from me asap and i want to eat twister fries ;__; Before it stop selling at Mcdonalds …

I wonder why western medicine dont work at all ! humph … Is it supposed to be work on me??? why it dont work at all????

I swear falling sick is very very depressing because you cant do anything to your body and your body felt like crazy !

 

LIVE THE WORLD BY YOURSELF

 

So my 2013 resolution are

1) DONT FALL SICK … EVER !

2) Get macbook and canon 650D!

3) Lot of money, pretty please? 😀

4) Happiness

5) 2013 will be an awesome year !

6) New hearing aids, please?

 

Few resolutions, i know right .. @_@

None than right now, i only wish to recover asap and nothing else matter !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, past few days, i has been staying at home and went to school to do school admission and bought school uniforms and etc on last Friday ..

And i bought 3 three school shoes ( 2 are black and one is purple) and two bags ><

I am not sure whether im looking forward to school …. >< Had lot of mixed feeling ~ 😦

Butterfly

 

God, Allah, Heaven and whatever, please please let me recover asap before school open … 😦

It is so terrible depressing for me ……

311212 ; The Last Day of 2012

So far last week of December, my girls and i had been going to club on last two Friday, Monday, Wednesday and Friday  .. >< But i had tons of fun and there was a little problem .. Haiz..

Thanks to Snooze event at Zirca last Friday that the next day i fall sick … They were having bedtime(?) party where they play with pillows and inside fluffy-like cotton “BOOM” and flied everywhere , it got inside my nose and i kept sneezing  .. ugh … then i fall sick … 😦 but its nice to play with it .. ><  AHHAHA

And my friends kept nagging me that i still go clubbing and fall sick … :/

On Christmas Eve, my girls and i went to Avalon beside Marina Bay Sands and guess what, we met Edwin Goh there ! D:

And he seem so flirty but he is somewhat cute lol … We happened to meet him few times in Avalon .. and he even wished us Merry Christmas and we just kept smiling and grinning like a stupid fangirls .. T__T

That time i wish he is not Edwin Goh but Big bang .. 😦 Its hell awesome if i did meet them during their stays in SG, too bad they didnt go there …. 😦

Tomorrow is first day of 2013 where i will get to see new faces, classmates, teachers, school, environmental and air …

No more waking up at 5:30AM, rushing to bugis to catch train, sleep in train while heading to and from school …

I wonder … will i able to manage myself well in ITE , no more slacking at all the time… ><

and without interpret teachers around to help me …. >.<

Anyways, i hope to see familiar faces there ~ And it might be a dim hope that my bestie will be attending same class as me … 😦 I havent heard anything news from her ……

Gosh, i dont know what to write about 2013 resolution ><

 

/editted:  oh yay! this is my 100th post ~ So here a gif of sungjong ( prettiest maknae in INFINITE)’s wink 😉

make sure you dont fall in love with him ah! LOL XD

Gloomy month before 2012 end

The reason for main title of this post is because i has been sick for 19 days after i come back from cruise trip.. 😦

Till now i havent recovered from cough and flu !! I has gone to doctor for two times !! And the medicine sometime works and dont work at all .. wtf wtf ..

I really hate sick because cough and flu kept going on and off and on and off umpteen times !! It is soo fucking irritating !

These days, i has been staying at home, resting and went out to club with my girls on weekend ..

So far , its good and awesome..^^ Had lot of fun with my girls ~~

And i guess i really enjoy watching drunk people … >< (okay, im weirdo lol)

Last Friday , i went to Club Lava with my girls . Its quite nice and cozy place ..

Andand its my first time getting drunk after spending inside club for around an hour or an hour thirty minutes.. zzz

I usually got drunk after 4hours later .. And that day onward is terrible, felt like vomiting but i couldnt !

Even now, i still feel my stomach is so bloated … 😦

 

Sick, i beg you to go away before ITE open !!! I dont want to be sick on first day ! 😦

Go go go away !! 😦

Now im typing this post at 3:21AM @___@ I know its crazy but idk why .. zzzz

Anyways, hopefully i would able to post cruise trip before 2012 end !

Gotta prepare 2013 resolution  ~! 😀

Oh, i should stop going to bed at late hour ! :/

 

 

IT IS REALLY SHITTY when im sick in December where i cant enjoy my holiday before ite open ! 😦 In November, i didnt fall sick and i though that in December, i wouldnt fall sick and i will be fucking enjoy my holiday and Xmas day !! But look at me now … Sobbing ~

Seem i wont be able to enjoy on Xmas day~ 😦

Twelve.twelve.twelve/12.12.12/12 December 2012

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My blog seem so dead .. ><

First five days of December were so great, had fun in cruise, Costa Victoria then next two days later, i fall sick and that day onward, everything around me was very very very crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

And next day, i had to go to Kulup, Malaysia which is supposed to be relaxing vacation for two days and one night. But it was totally terrible ! It aint fucking beautiful or pretty or whatever.

Just a house with sea, nothing is pretty ..  everywhere is filled with mosquito!! I fucking hate it! I even killed it in front of everyone on food plate… I was like “damn you bitches! Why are you flying around foods and disturb me ! YAH GO AWAY OR I KILL YOU” then i kill one then i was like ” YAY KILLED ONE BIT..CH.” and everyone were like ….

And you tell me who can live with them flies around you and foods every seconds, minutes and hours !!!!!! It even laid on yellow towels on table, EWWWWWWWWWW ! It is really pretty disgust me ! I even cant stand the sight of it but everyone seem they dont bother about it ! wtf ?! WTF

AND AND AND WTF WHY THESE PEOPLE WHO OWN RESTAURANT / RESORT(HOUSE)/ ETC DIDNT PROVIDE MOSQUITO KILLER SPRAY OR WHATEVER TO KILL THEM ?! WHY YOU NO PROVIDE ?! YOU SERIOUSLY SUCK .. YOU TOTALLY BRINGING THE IMAGE OF BEAUTIFUL(T/N: idk even why they say it is so beautiful.ugh) KULUP DOWN DOWN TO THE CORE, I SWEARRRRR! I SWEAR I WILL WILL NEVER NEVER DAMN GO TO KULUP EVER AGAN !

everyone is busy playing with firecracker and fireworks at night  , everytime it go BOOM BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ BOBIBIBOBOBOOBOBOBOMMMMMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMBBBB aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh AHAHUISHDKJHSD HAAAAAAAA AHHHHHHH OMG OMO OMG OMG~

zzzzzzzzzzzz

that time, i was totally not in mood to play .. Just look at teenagers playing, had fun… then aunt asked me to write something on lantern .. you know that thingy which Taiwan always  had this.. Typicalben onced blogged about it..

It is quite nice to see lantern in night sky but the mood is not totally there.. Just a .. UGH ..

And great, my fever was totally crazy in night time ! Kept going up and down and up and down ! seriously wtf?! then in wee hours, i again woke up thanks to AC! Even i set it to 25’C but its still damn cold and my fever was running hot ! So my mom decided to use new fever patch on my forehead ! ughhh ..

The next day, i was totally feeling so terrible and bloated .. I even cant eat breakfast at all ! Even i want to eat , i felt like want to vomit ! And everyone there who also went with us are so crazy, they open all windows OPEN and WIDE and turn on all lights and fans and AC, WTF RIGHT?!  WITH WINDOWS OPEN AND WIDE , THE WINDS ARE ALREADY STRONG AND BRINGING MOSQUITO IN AND YOU STILL WANNA USE FANS AND AC , TURN THEM TO THE MAX , AC – 16’C, YOU SERIOUSLY FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

IT IS FUCKING COLD COLD COLD COLD COLD and i even had three layers of clothes inside me and i wrap big fat blanket on me and drag myself to living room to watch tv with others .. UGH ..

Then i was praying that i will get back to Singapore ASAP, i real~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyyy cant wait to leave KULUP !

then tada, i finally arrived Singapore .. PHEW …

And my fever was like roller coaster that  is very crazy, kept going up and down …………. I had fever, headache, flu, cough, sore throat and the worst nightmare is fucking stupid period came !

everything was in terrible hell , i swear, my body is fucking burning hot, having nose block thanks to flu, cough badly till felt like vomiting , dry mouth thanks to sore throat and PERIOD , stomach cramp = TOTALLY FUCKED UP, i swear !

TOTALLY FUCKED UP till you cant think what to do !

Sick and having pms = really suck .. IT IS SUCK BEING GIRL, HAVE TO SUFFER THESE PAIN PAIN AT A GO !

Now, im very very glad that fever totally gone and im praying hard that it wont come back again , if not i will go KAJHSJAHFJHSJFH FUCKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

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Decided to blog because it is 12.12.12, special day .. (?)   LOL -.-

okay , im being lame right now …

Bye for now.. Scheduled this post at 12.12.12; 12:12 … hehe perfect timing ~ ❤

SO have fun … good luck for me to recover asap … before christmas partyyyyyyyyyy~

End this post with pretty boy!! ❤

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Hello December

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It is already December, last month of 2012..

First and second week are busy for me because i am out of Singapore.. like finally..? -__-

Nah..

just go around Singapore, i guess .. gotta spend it for four~five days.. OTL.. Without internet, i guess so.. 😦

 

then go to Malaysia somewhere idk, resort to have an awesome rest .. blehxxxx..

Hope there foods are damn nice if not, i will kick their ass… !!!!!!

 

HEH joking lah..

just that i hope there is no food poisoning or they handle foods in clean way, i hope so! and it is moree yummyy and delicious … Praying that these days in malaysia resort will be an awesome relaxing trip for me..

because around resort is sea !! SEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~

Hope to catch beautiful sunrise and sunset~ ❤ (shall not hope too much lol)

 

Hope the last month of 2012 will be good. 🙂

Graduation Night Dinner

 

Yesterday night , I went to Orchard Parade Hotel for graduation night dinner aka Prom Night. It is really boring and worst …. All i do is eat, eat, eat, eat and the foods are quite okay, some are nice and some are not nice … :/ I paid 77bucks for nothing else than FOOD! Totally waste my time and money. All they do is playing games .. =__= Even i don’t understand since nobody were there to interpret !

To others, it might be fun but to us, it is NOT !

 

The ballroom at Orchard Parade Hotel is super small, waitress have to ask people to move their chairs while going around to pour drinks and foods. It is so troublesome to move and move and move every time they go around ! It is so so so so irritating ! Imagine from 7pm to 10.45pm, you have to move your chair for waitress to walk pass, sometime they carry trays of plates and hit your head. That why its soo irritating for us till we walked out of ballroom to go to toilet to take some sweet time before going back to eat …

And i got nothing to say anything else on this party ..

Garden By the Bay

Hellloooo~~ 😀

Sorry for mia-ing! >< Anyways, i decided to write a review about GBTB (short-cut for Garden By The Bay.. lolwtf) ~ 🙂 My CCA class (Gardening) and i went there to tour since we’re in gardening cca~ and the tickets are .. FREE~ YAY~

And i use Canon 650D , wide-angle and macro len to take photos of these flowers and plants. 🙂

Alright~ Let the photos do the talking~ 😉

Click on the photo to enlarge . 

Went into Flower Dome and Cloud Dome, both are soooooo beauti~ful and amazing !!! They put so much effort to design , plant flowers and stuffs and it is totally perfect ~~ ❤ It felt like you’re at somewhere, enjoying perfect natural forest~~ But too bad that i didn’t go to OCBC Skywalk .. 😦

But you might find it abit boring if you’re not so into flowers thingy … As for me, i quite found it abit boring and awesome because most of them are plants & flowers which i dont know much since i don’t bother studying about flowers ….. But it is really awesome to see different kinds of flowers and the scene is totally BEAUTY~ !!

It is perfect outing if you’re planning to take photos of flower, plants and architecture .. Or just want to relax your mind~ 😀

Garden Hours

Bay South Outdoor Gardens:

  • Opens 5:00 AM – 2:00 AM daily

Cooled Conservatories:

  • Opens 9:00 AM – 9:00 PM daily
  • Last ticket sale at 8:00 PM daily
  • Last admission at 8:30 PM daily

OCBC Skyway:

  • Opens 9:00 AM – 9:00 PM daily
  • Monday – Friday
    Last ticket sale at 8:00 PM
    Last admission at 8:30 PM
  • Weekends & PH
    Last ticket sale at 7:00 PM
    Last admission at 7:30 PM
Standard Rate
Two Conservatories OCBC Skyway Garden Cruiser

Adult

$28

$5

$5

Senior Citizen
(≥ 60 years old)

$28

$5

$5

Child
(3 – 12 years old)

$15

$3

$3

More informations : http://www.gardensbythebay.com.sg/en/home.html 

Lastly, our Gardening CCA photo shoot ~ 😀

Burlesque

Right now, i should be shopping around at Batam ~ 😀

Currently, im typing this post at 3:08AM … :/ Anyways, sorry for rant post yesterday ~ ><

Just want to take something off my mind so .. 🙂

Just a short post today~ >w< Will be back with long post, i promise! 😀

As this blog title said Burlesque… Recently i was watching this movie, it is really nice movie, i would recommend this movie for you guys to watch this!! Really nice !~ And oh , if you’re not fan of music , you might find this too boring because most of it are music just like High Musical School ..

Anyways, im searching for Burlquse Full Ost album mp3.. If you do have this, could you please upload this songs to rapidshare or mediafire so that  i can download? Thanks!

you little immature bitch

I wonder why bitches exists in this world ? 

How did they come into this world? 

Why these girls always love to be in spotlight and want to be no.1 among the people around her? 

Don’t want to study, don’t want to pay attention in class, don’t want to do anything that require some hardwork job like going out to do some school project, always depend friends for everything and take money from parent everyday.

You think you are princess? You think your dad is King ? You think you own this land meh? No, right? then do these stuffs.

And i really dont know why you have to backstab your classmates, gossip about how close they are and calling them stupid.. What has they got do to you?

Got they did to you like how people did to Amanda Todd?! Got they tell everyone that you lose virgin ? Got they tell everyone to avoid you ? Got they put your naked body photo on facebook, blog, twitter and everywhere that people can see you eh? 

No? Then you tell me what has they done to you?! 

 

AND you think you’re prettier, think all boys will fall in love with you immediately ? You think all guys will come to you and ask you to date with them? You think you’re some American pop star ah?! you think everyone include president will fall in love with you eh? 

Hello? Your fucking bad attitude spoilt your inner beauty and that make you look much ugly faggot witch, you know? You’re already 23years old and still fucking immature adult ! Hello? Its time for you to behave like a mature adult ! You’re no longer baby that need us to feed you foods everyday . 

 

SHAME ON YOU AND I AM SO FUCKING EMBARRASSED TO KNOW A FRIEND WHO BEHAVE THAT WAY AND CAUSE LOT OF SHAME WHICH YOU THINK ITS AWESOME STUFFS TO BE PROUD . _|_  

HyunA ‘s 2nd Mini Album : Melting

I will be doing a review for Ice Cream by HyunA! 😀 It is my first time doing so~ 😀

As you heard HyunA has released new 2nd mini album, Melting, consist of five tracks including title track, Ice Cream.

1) 흐트러지지 마 (Dont’ Fall Apart) – opens the mini-album depicting HyunA’s feelings on releasing a new solo album.

2) Ice Cream Ft Maboos – show off a strong hip hop sound with her usual rhythmical rap. HyunA participated herself in the concept planning, and has collaborated with Brave Brothers for the song.

3) 풋사과  Ft 정일훈 of BTOB (Unripe Apple ft. BTOB’s Ilhoon) –  A ‘teen-pop’ genre with “Unripe Apple” which sings of a girl who wants to be seen as innocent in front of her boyfriend. BTOB‘s Ilhoon participated in the rap for the song.

4) 내 남자친구에게 ( To My Boyfriend) – HyunA helped to write lyrics for this song which is emotional ballad.

5) Very Hot – The closing song is another notable track, which is a song she participated in both the writing and composing process for the first time. The song was recently banned by KBS and MBC for referencing popular SNS app KakaoTalk.

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My Reviews:

Ice Cream MV – The MV concept is totally awesome but the bubble bath scene is really unnecessary to add this mv, it made whole concept into nonsense MV .. :/ The song is also awesome and it is quite sexy song like “I’ll met you like ice cream cream cream” and etc .. The dance steps are quite good and i liked it .. If i can, i will learn the dance steps ~ 😀  Overall is AWE to the SOME! It also feature PSY in first few minutes !!

Unripped Apple – i personally like this song because of the beat and rap especially the lyrics.. It is like a confessing love song to someone who you like.. “I was slightly startled at the thought of first love, Your appearance like that was even cuter. In front of you fluttering, in your pure eyes.. Unknowingly, I was flustered as well” 

To My Boyfriend – i always liked the ballad .. There is none of English translation available  at this moment .. Anyway, i think this song is nice .. 🙂

If you’re interested, you can head to Yesasia, Soompi, Kpopheaven and many more to order . 🙂

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More photos of HyunA !

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